Being in a serious relationship...
i wonder, is it better than friendship?
sometimes i wonder which would i b happier in?
to tell u frankly, i truly prefer friendship.

In our relationship, it may seem perfect
however, there are many hidden sad facts
we disagree so much i sumtimes think it's the end
i really dont know in the future, wats the impact.

he yelled at me in the car again today
in fact it was the loudest voice he raised
i was so shocked and hurt but what can i say?
it was also my fault that he yelled anyway

i have no idea why i have been acting so weird
being mad at him and shedding few drops of  tears
it definitely is not the reason of having period
a feeling inside wishes it was all over

there is a feeling deep down in my heart
whether i love him no matter what
sumtimes i wonder if it's just the start
or do i feel that its a waste if we drift apart?

it gets really hard when we can't communicate well
what he's thinking i can't often tell
what can i do to make this all swell?
instead of us having different tales to tell?

would age be the factor? i wonder a lot
are we still strangers to each other's thoughts?
he should still love me no matter how much it costs
whether how i act or whatever? i'm so lost

i thought one should accept the other if its real love
to truly believe and accept the other 100% worth
i know i have weaknesses, well i'm a girl!
its not like i can change it right away like a God or Goddess!

love is really very complicating
you may b happy, sad or angry at him
the great times u will forever b celebrating
the bad times, u can never be hiding

when i think of him, i smile to myself
no matter how bad my day i will never yell
just thinking of him makes me lose my frown
it that what people call as love ends well?

oh well, i aint got nothing else to say
tomorrow will be another boring day
although i won't get to c him in any way
i know it will turn better finally one certain day...