kinda given up on blogging again... i realised it not only needs interest, time and effort to complete one in a day, but also AN INTERNET CONNECTION THAT ACTUALI WORKS! darn! stupid streamyx... no idea why canot online also... kinda given up lo... y cant they jz have like internet access to all around ipoh? darn! then i can online at home for free no matter what... if connection got probz also the stupid government will do sumthing about it then! DARN! wats d point for the ipoh padang to have internet access? not as if people would sit in the middle of the padang just to surf the net rite??? dats just STUPID! i duno la... jz feel like crapping... make likfe a little simpler and interesting... i think i might change my blog to frenster blog since no 1 reads it here... aiyaya... anywayz... lazy to type liao... coz in stupid kopitiam now... onlining with stupid kopitiam connection. ta!

I went for Pasar Malam with Bebe yesterday and saw a few of my EX-Schoolmates. They have changed... It seems every1 is prettier and changed for the better except me! That's just sad! Anyways... 2day was the DAY!

I had the best time! Went for marketing in South, for OAA event... Dropped Chin Yee at FGA and had a jam session with her n her bf followed by dinner. Then, 7.15pm bebe picked me up from home, went back to his, after he got ready, we went to Red Cresent Hall to watch Eason Chan in person. He was having a promo tour. We got a place to sit on the 5th row... although we attended late. COOL HUH?? B'coz of the lighting, i could not take nice picz... the reflection of the light.... darn it!!! anywayz... took a few piz and vids though... here are the picz but can't load the videos...

thats the poster

the poster on the background

stupid lighting

can c a bit la... hp ma... can't expect much la

 
me and bebe when waiting for EASON to finally show up... happy to be there

Went to kopitiam to meet up with Phui Ghee etc. Had a drink then went home.

Many things happened in the past few weeks. However, i shall only talk about the stuff that happened recently.

On Monday, I had OAA meeting at college til noon and picked up the guys from their homes to Jusco. We walked around and bought sum stuff 4 our party during the nite. After, i dropped off a present to Joash coz his b'day was on the 1st. We then headed off to town to buy pizza and a fruited b'day cake then home. We waited for Chanelle to arrive and watched tv. We all ate pizza and my mom cooked us sum noodles too. It sure was fun. We went out to Yeolde English later on to eat the cake. BTW, IT WAS CHIAW HOE AND SEONG'S BDAY. After, we all went home. When i arrived home, taikor and YY took me out right away to ER to meet his frenz but we did not stay long. We went down to Yeolde English again to have a late dinner... That was all for the day. I got a SODA shirt for Seong and a pair of shoes which i drawn for C.Hoe.

Tuesday
I woke up 11.30am by Meema and picked me up to her house to clean up the 17,my car. Had a fun time til 1 sumthing and Bebe rescued me from the work. He took me to Jusco to have lunch at Kopitiam. We watched Spiderman 3 and it sure is GREAT!!! so fun! went back to his place, took a shower and changed into sum nicer clothes and headed off to Syuen with Bebe, his godbro and his wife. There was an annual dinner from ING. I saw Uncle Him Shoong, Aunt Caroline and Michelle Yeoh's mom was jz behind us. The food was not that gud, neither was the performance. BUT... it was all free... so ... watevea!!! LOL...

Wednesday
Woke up at 11.30 again. Mom was already watching the drama in the hall. I watched too til 5pm. Took a bath and went off to Jusco with mom for dinner at KFC and watched a movie, "Wild Hogs". It was not as good as i expected. Waste of time and money... GRR... Came home to watch the drama... much better.

Stop here lahh... tata guyz... wanna concentrate on my drama.

Being in a serious relationship...
i wonder, is it better than friendship?
sometimes i wonder which would i b happier in?
to tell u frankly, i truly prefer friendship.

In our relationship, it may seem perfect
however, there are many hidden sad facts
we disagree so much i sumtimes think it's the end
i really dont know in the future, wats the impact.

he yelled at me in the car again today
in fact it was the loudest voice he raised
i was so shocked and hurt but what can i say?
it was also my fault that he yelled anyway

i have no idea why i have been acting so weird
being mad at him and shedding few drops of  tears
it definitely is not the reason of having period
a feeling inside wishes it was all over

there is a feeling deep down in my heart
whether i love him no matter what
sumtimes i wonder if it's just the start
or do i feel that its a waste if we drift apart?

it gets really hard when we can't communicate well
what he's thinking i can't often tell
what can i do to make this all swell?
instead of us having different tales to tell?

would age be the factor? i wonder a lot
are we still strangers to each other's thoughts?
he should still love me no matter how much it costs
whether how i act or whatever? i'm so lost

i thought one should accept the other if its real love
to truly believe and accept the other 100% worth
i know i have weaknesses, well i'm a girl!
its not like i can change it right away like a God or Goddess!

love is really very complicating
you may b happy, sad or angry at him
the great times u will forever b celebrating
the bad times, u can never be hiding

when i think of him, i smile to myself
no matter how bad my day i will never yell
just thinking of him makes me lose my frown
it that what people call as love ends well?

oh well, i aint got nothing else to say
tomorrow will be another boring day
although i won't get to c him in any way
i know it will turn better finally one certain day...